The ‘About Us’ page on websites tells us much about the skills of the team. But, Return on Ecology is a collective drawn by desire, philosophy and culture, as much as our technical skills. This piece explores each member’s reason for being at this table, using art and music.
BENNIE DIEDERICKS
Fertilizer Consultant and Regenerative Systems Designer (40 years experience)
‘Pasiphae and the Olive Tree’ by Henri Matisse (1944)
This work is experiential, as highlighted by the Matisse’s embrace, and simple, as so eloquently described in Antoine de Saint-Exupéry’s Wind, Sand and Stars (1939):
“No doubt our house will gradually become more human. The more perfect machines become, the more they are invisible behind their function. It seems that all man’s industrial effort, all his calculations and his nights spent poring over drawings, all these visible signs have as their sole end the achievement of simplicity.
It is as if only the experimentation of several generations can define the curve of a column or a ship’s hull or an aeroplane fuselage, and give it the ultimate, elementary purity of the curve of a breast or a shoulder. On the surface it seems that the work of engineers, designers and research mathematicians consists only in polishing and refining, easing this joint and balancing that wing until there is no longer a wing joined visibly to a fuselage, but a perfectly developed form freed at last from its matrix, a spontaneous and mysterious whole with the unified quality of a poem. It seems that perfection is attained not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing more to take away. At the climax of its evolution, the machine conceals itself entirely.
Thus the perfection of invention amounts to an absence of invention.”
I have been grappling with a quote, ‘Our environment is part of our immune system’. I am struck by the word, ‘our’. And also struck that we do not notice the workings of our immunity until it collapses. The worlds within worlds that make up our ecosystem, our immunity, are biological, physical, and psychological. These are the worlds we tend to, in Return on Ecology.
Pair this with the 1993 album by the Irish band, Hothouse Flowers: Songs from the Rain.
SHELLY FULLER
Conservationist and Landscaper (20 years experience)
A family photo taken by Shelly (Kogelberg Nature Reserve, 2017)
This photo represents everything I am meant to be doing, working day by day to protect, restore and enjoy rivers, mountains, family and fynbos. As Margaret Mead said,
“Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world; indeed it’s the only thing that ever has.”
‘Rivers and Tides: Working with Time’ by Andy Goldsworthy (2001)
“Movement, change, light, growth and decay are the lifeblood of nature, the energies that I try to tap through my work. I need the shock of touch, the resistance of place, materials and weather, the earth as my source.
Nature is in a state of change and that change is the key to understanding. I want my art to be sensitive and alert to changes in material, season and weather. Each work grows, stays, decays.
Process and decay are implicit.
Transience in my work reflects what I find in nature.”
-Andy Goldsworthy
This international artist moves me, making temporary creations intended to highlight both the contrasts in beauty if you look around, as well as the balance that is so intrinsic to natural cycles. But my grandmother and mom are the nature artists from whom I learned my love of gardening and being in nature. That is my favourite palette, one where I am constantly inspired to be creative and to experiment. I started off my career as a landscaper, so I love using plants and contours to create outdoor spaces that others can enjoy as it grows and evolves over time.
Pair this with U2’s song, Trying to Throw Your Arms Around the World.
“It’s one life, and we get to share it. We’re one – but we’re not the same. We get to carry each other.”
For me, Return on Ecology is a community, carrying each other as partners, friends, students, advisors.
I often want to throw my arms around the world: I’m a big hugger – rather than a handshake. So next time we meet, be ready for me throwing my arms around you!
WENDY STONE
Water and Soil Quality, Circular Waste Management
‘The heart has it’s own memory’ William Kentridge exhibition (2016)
William Kentridge expresses his process as “ambiguity, contradiction, uncompleted gestures and uncertain endings” to hold both optimism and nihilism in check. He has said that the “absurd is a productive way to understand a world where certainty often leads to disaster.”
I have worked in riverine systems and long grappled with years of catching hope, and years of sensing it slip away. Kentridge expresses the full reality, the grit of the South African socio-political landscape — and yet, whispers of hope break through as nature seeps through his cities and landscapes: encounters with small flashes of beauty in a stark reality.
‘The heart has it’s own memory’ William Kentridge exhibition (2016)
As I’ve grappled with hope, authors have reminded me that it is surprising, it is revolutionary, and it is only encountered together.
““People have always been good at imagining the end of the world, which is much easier to picture than the strange sidelong paths of change in a world without end.”
“Authentic hope requires clarity—seeing the troubles in this world—and imagination, seeing what might lie beyond these situations that are perhaps not inevitable and immutable.”
– Rebecca Solnit, Hope in the Dark (2004)
Desmond Tutu himself tells of his hope before Apartheid fell. He called it ‘whistling in the dark’, when asked by a journalist whether he knew the end would come:
“Well, I’ll tell you something. In January this year I was asked by one of the TV crews what my New Year’s resolution was. I had answered somewhat gleefully, ‘I want to improve my dance routine because I think we will be doing quite a lot of celebrating this year.’ Perhaps it was wishful thinking, a little bit of whistling in the dark. But, you know, I also knew God was around, what with the Berlin wall coming down and freedom breaking out all over.” – Tutu in ‘A Politics of Love’ (1990)
Pair this with Risha Lötter’s acoustic version of Nakho and the Medicine Man’s ‘We are on Time‘ (below). She is a local artist, living and working in Knysna. This song captures the depth of relationship I experience with the natural world, this team, and our partners: the intimacy we are building, the consistency, the harmonies as we whistle together in the dark. The home.
“I am on your side, I am not drawing a line, only want what is right, what is best for your life.”
“Meet me in the streets, in the dark, in your bare feet, meet at a place where your heart drops a deep beat”
